Archive for August, 2005

Rehearsal … ^o(

Friday, August 26th, 2005

It’s extremely frustrating yesterdae….. First of all, i’ve lost my handphone and of course…. "rehearsal" .

I was in mosque along wif andra for fridae’s prayer. We were in a rush coz we are late for the prayer so we juz leave our bags at shoe racks n get ready for our prayer. I forgot I left my phone in the bag so tt’s is partly my fault. Shud never left ur valuable in ur bags in an open area. I only realised after I went bck to sch as I opened up my bags i found out it’s gone. " Ouh Shit, Where’s my PHONE??!! " tt’s my first react towards the incident. Andra told me to remember the last time I left my phone at. I’m pretty sure it’s in e bag . I knew it, my phone was stolen in the mosque. I’m juz shocked people are so daring to steal things in the mosque during our prayer. Dunnoe wad’s gonna happen to these thieves…..

I came to suspect Afiq who stole it. So i’ll ask miss Bariyah to help me. But i finally to get to talk wif him in the msn later at nyte. As we’re talking the matter, I feel sorry for him tt he was innocent. He didn’t stole it and was scolded by his mum. I’m so sorry Afiq…. I believe u……

Yes i was angry and pissed off. But i juz hav to stay calm coz teacher’s dae rehearsal was held yesterdae. But it end up……… sorry but I hav to say SUXX!!!!

We were in the band room to wait for our performance n we have to wait for soo long. So to ignore our frustration, we practice for awhile. After we’re ready for the rehearsal, we have to carry all our things to the hall. But we end up getting irritated in hall. Mrs goh is more corncened bout the prefects things. I tink dey r making some so-called comedy performance but seriously, tt is boring. It drags all the way till 6pm. And wanna knoe wad. We ain’t performing at all.

"Sorrie guyz, u can’t perform nw coz dere is a talk at 6pm. I tink u guyz cn perform on mondae den", That is wad Mrs goh said.

We are so pissed off by her. But dere’s nth we can’t do about it nw. We scold her, i’m afraid we would never perform at all. so juz have to keep our mouth shut.However, the mordern dance group finally able to perform on teacher’s dae. I’m so glad dey r performing. people lyke bensng, jazz,fyra,fyna all deserve to perform. Dey r GREAT DANCER!!! Hope u guyz put up a great performance. ;)

Juz hope on mondae, it would never turn out lyke yesterdae again. Aniwae, to all participants, Practice hard and let’s ROCK THE HOUZ on TEACHER’S DAE!!! :D

…..These Walls…..

Sunday, August 14th, 2005

This is so hard for me
to find the words to say
my thougths are standing still

captive inside of me
all the motions start to hide
and nothing is getting through

watch me fading and losing
all my instincts - falling into darkness

tear down these walls for me
stopping from going under
you are the only one who knows i’m holding back

it’s not too late for me
to keep from sinking further
i’m trying to find my way out
tear all these walls for me now

so much uncertainty
i don’t like this feeling
i’m sinking like a stone
each time I try to speak
there’s a voice I’m hearing
and it changes everything

watch me crawl from the
wreckage of my silence
conversations failing

everytime you choose to turn away
is it worth the price you pay
is there someone who will wait for you
one more time - one more time

(these words above has helped me letting out everything tt i’m feeling ryte nw…. I feel much better nw….)